leaving florida before it sank

so usually i start things and never finish them, but in such an innocent way. Like, my excuse is that i have a horrible memory and forget i started something in the first place. Alot of times i'll forget my username and password to a website i started or something. but here, thats not the issue, i clicked the "remember me!" button. We're good. 

Anyways, I sit and ponder a lot. Look out my window and think; dam its hot outside, why are there so many delivery trucks being worked on? would the neighbors notice if i jumped in their pool? is today the day i get my big break? Aside from dreaming big i also realize how moving to new york was the best decision i've ever made, except for that day back home i decided to go to mcdonalds and buy a big mac. they screwed up and gave me three pieces of meat...but im not complaining. but yeah, im super happy with buying my one way ticket and moving here with no regrets. At first it was hard you know, this place is dirty, everybody is on the run and never notices you. your just a spec in a sea of flowers, nobody will ever find you. now 6 months later i deal with the pros and cons a lot better. also starting at T. Schreiber studio next week to get my training going. 

so yes, its true. Im glad i left florida before it sank.

MS